The California Crack
she didn’t know he was so shook
it started in his system/an erratic prance
some mechanism gone wet
codeine induced cellulitis, acid trails and flashes
he had nightmares about his mother pinching him in his sleep
his youth authority internment
the scar up his ass where they removed some thing
the lesbian he loved in Yucaipa
the black bird smashed against the window
of the stolen car
he began to sweat out his nights
when he woke his long dark brown hair was plastered
to his head. he was always dripping
it got so she couldn’t stand laying next to him
the stench nauseated her, caused her to vomit
sometimes she made him sleep outside on the porch
so she could get an occasional night’s rest
but most times she took breath by mouth
he went to the hospital
they took tests and found nothing
he went to the police
profuse sweating was not a crime
he took daily showers
the water bill went up
the seams in his clothes began
to mold and erode
the sheets and comforter would not
wash clean
his septic sweat permeated everything
seeped down thru the mattress into
the earth beneath their bed
one summer’s midnight as they slept in his dampness
there was an earthquake
it measured 8.2 on the Richter scale
the bed split open the soft moist mouth of a scream
and she watched with mixed emotions
as he fell thru
Wanda Coleman ( 1946-2013)
Remembering Wanda Coleman
The Riot Inside Me
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